I am so sorry to hear this, lavalamp. I completely 100% understand the pain you're feeling and why you're so angry. I would have the same reaction. Do you have to stick with a therapist chosen by your psychiatrist? I would leave the therapist practice altogether and find your own. I'm not sure if that's possible for you or not. I guess I don't have any really good advice, but just know I understand and appreciate what you're feeling.