Look, my story is not short at all; yet I want to be brief and most specific I can. Ok, introducing myself. I'm just an ordinary man as everyone else. Never knew about masturbation; yet since I was about 11 or 12 years old I started doing this. It was a pleasurable and euphoric experience. In the beginning I didn't complain at all and I didn't take any care over the years. However, I started feeling kind of guilty because I think that masturbation has taken lot of time from me. Time I could be using for other productive things I have been wasting it on porn as an example; or hot women images.

I want to stop doing this for REAL; and I do it sometimes. However; anytime I tell myself "I WON'T MASTURBATE ANYMORE" I end up doing it one more time; and then I quit again; just to miserably do it again and fail. It's kind like an annoying vicious circle.

And the worst part is that I know that I have this masturbation addiction problem; but I end up watching porn and hot women images more and more frequently. I tried blocking pages, using filters, and it still seems that it doesn't work.

I really need help, I feel hopeless, I just want to become normal again... >