I'm very thankful for people like you that just take some time to let me know I'm thought of.

I think that's why I've stuck around so long. I have so little interaction with people. It comes to mind another post said that this is not the same thing as life, not as good, but in a way I find it is even better. I have found much comfort here and hope to help someone too.

Didn't sleep all night, but I know I will tonight. Ex decided to try and chop away at what there is left of me last night, and when that wasn't good enough, the texts started coming in from his girlfriend. She decided somehow she knows me and what my faults are and somehow I should be feeling guilty.... it was just rotten. People should not judge, I don't judge her and I've never met her. She is basing everything on a liars words. I promised I wouldn't let it get to me but it did, but I will let it go somehow tonight. They are not worth this pain anymore.

I hope whoever reads this will have things get better for them.