I jumps all over the place but its usually from outside circumstances. I think anyone depressed would go way down if they got an eviction letter or their sister had a tumor in her head or their car broke down or bills piled up. The downs usually last for a day or two of active obsessing about death and finding ways to acheive it. The ups dont usually last as long but can last for whole days. I also have a middle ground as well where im just "normal" for me. Rereading the questions i realize i missed one. Ive actually went from praying for death and then went to flying high as the sky in an hour lol.

Thats intresting and i never considered food. I recently had a tooth surgically removed and so i havent been eating like i was. Its harder to eat food now then it was so im eating way less often and when i do its softer food like mac n cheese where i used to like meat all the time. I dont take any vitamins or anything like that,im lucky i remember to take the lexapro and i think thats only cause i put the bottle next to the computer cause i know im gonna at least check my mail everyday. Lots of family members have diabetes but i dont think i do or i refuse to have that cause im scared of needles lol. I suppose i could get tested tho if its a possibility.