Keep talking with your pdoc, maybe a med change is in order. It is a rough road to hold, but we all have each other to help us get through. I know psych central has gotten me through the hardest times, times when I could not bear anymore. So keep posting, it helps me to put my feelings to words even though it is near impossible to completely do that. At least here, everyone can pretty much relate. Be gentle with yourself, and like Marsupilami said, it will pass in time