I am sorry this did not work out for you. Where is this guy going for two years? I am sure God has in mind a wonderful guy for you out there. I hope you meet that person soon. Meanwhile, perhaps there are ways to accomplish great things and meet new people? Like are there church activities you could be involved in? Also, maybe there are hobbies where you could get involved and meet people? Professional schooling? Best of wishes.

Oh, by the way, welcome to pc. You will meet lots of kind-hearted good people here who will listen, talk, be helpful and not judge.