It's getting where I'm tired of focusing on this condition. It's feeling hopeless and moot to keep addressing it. I haven't found anyone that cared or all are out of reach.
I can do without the stress from a daily reminder by talking about it. I'm sorry. At least I'm able to function enough....I'm used to this. At least we come across as absentminded, or memory inept, and weird in a non-threatening way most of the time.
Feeling weird is the norm....nothing new.
Just ignoring it with a ignorant smile has always worked. We're well versed in damage control and dealing with consequences no matter how degrading it is.
I'm grateful that we can somewhat maintain a lifeline.
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