Hang in there Tucker...I made one switch...to someone who I developed a relationship through Therapy for my children...

Made a lot of difference.

Unfortunately I'm not sure about the insurance part...I know a friend who goes to a "retired" T who takes what you can pay...not sure how many are out there like that?

My biggest advice is to keep a running history of events on your computer...so you can add to it and simply print out the history if you see someone new...I think this helped me with my new T and pdoc...