Hi! I'm telling you...your responses have made me laugh and cry! That's a good thing. It would be so funny if I would have gone up to her and asked her where her pole was. Oh my...that would have been great! Fay, not sure what you were asking...me seeing her or her seeing me...please explain!

I go back to work next week...so I' ve been away from the computer for a long time...just working on me. He went back to work today, so my tummy started up again. Thank you for telling me my "intuition" is important. I feel it is.

Got into a fight on July 4th. He said, "F you" about four times and told me I was a piece of "sh.." Then he said he's only staying with me because of our child together! I just sat in the back seat and laughed and said, "Waaa, waaa" and his response was "I'll find a woman that likes babies that go waaa, waaa".... after that day, no fights...just day to day stuff....I'm keeping quiet, not saying a word, continuing counseling...and PRETENDING everything is okay!

Love to you all!