Mine has forgotten mine 5 times now and twice has double booked me and after all of that I kind of snapped at him which takes a lot for me ,because normally I will just punish myself for everything although I still did that anyway he hasn't done it since but I am still wary and I still panic everytime I wait outside his office because it makes me so nervous. I think you should tell her how you feel but I do understand sometimes an apology doesn't cut it.