Actually, I was going in for the original time that she offered me when she said she didn't want to stay late. Guess she didn't want to come in early either. Or, more likely, there's something about me that every therapist runs away from.

The responses saying she should get another chance really trouble me. I have intense suicidal ideation and she knows this. I'm less than two weeks into a new medication regimen and have been having some side effects, which she also knows. The onus was on her to act like she gave a damn about my mental health and she failed the first time out. I can't possibly trust her if this is how careless she is. She's almost as bad as the psychiatrist who said she strongly preferred email and didn't respond for nearly a week (she wasn't on vacation, just didn't do it) when I needed a refill and to schedule an appointment.

I'm hopeful that the guy I'm seeing next week will be better, but don't really have that much faith left. At this point I would rather check myself in for institutional care because at least therapy occurs on regular schedules there.