im shaking from anxiety. literally. idk how im gonna tell my parents i dropped this class. my mom already points out the flaws of my body. yesterday she pointed out i had dark circles around my eyes and that i need to fix them. im sick of being told whats wrong with my body. being ridiculed for dropping this class may be no different from what shes been ridiculing me from. everything from my weight to the circles around my eyes to exercising to this...

im not ok right now.

i broke into tears about this. sobbing.