I just got home from having a bone scan and cried all the way. The scan looked fine. This was the last test they were going to do to figure out my hip and leg pain.

They did ask if my feet hurt and I said no because I was so wrapped up in my hip pain. I realized when I got in the car that my right heel is pretty bad and some mornings I can't put any weight on it until I roll a tennis ball under my foot (and that hurts!). So even though I want an answer for my hip which is preventing me from walking much I guess I'll hear about my foot instead.

So now it's PT and if that doesn't help than there is nothing else to be done. I'm seeing my primary doctor for my annual physical tomorrow and we have alot to talk about. I truly believe in homeopathic and alternative medicine and I'm doing everything I can in that regard (chiro, massage therapy, vitamins, hypnotherapy, tai chi, yoga) but I don't understand why I have to be in so much pain. She took my pain pills away 2 years ago and I understand that I'm an alcoholic and I have an addictive personality;' however, I was ALWAYS congnizant of my pain meds because I didn't want them taken away. And one presecription generally lasted 2-3 months so it obviously wasn't an issue.

I don't know I'm rambling, I'm just so upset, depressed, and sick of this..........

untranquility