I have been skulking around PC trying to decide what to post about my last P'docs appointment yesterday. Not sure what to write. Not sure what to say. Questioning my DID and wondering if it something else all together.

When I went to visit my Pdoc I had to wait as he was running late. (Nothing new there). While I was waiting my neck muscles felt like they were attached to strings and my neck was being moved by a puppet master. I have had that happen before. It seems like forever since I saw him last and that my inability to recall precious sessions was not good.

Are these my emotions or the emotions of other people in the building?

So he arrived and I went in and sat with him. My neck wouldn't behave and my neck muscles were trying to push themselves through my skin to the outside. Painful. Yes there were different voices coming out of my mouth. The thing I now question is...... Is this really DID or just a bunch of really crappy neck spasms that are affecting my voice? Hmmm.

Not sure at all now.