Unfortunately, I'm a doctoral student so places like Excelsior isn't going to help. They also don't seem to offer any degrees in my field.

If I could find a way to manage my performance and social anxiety, maybe it would be fine. My anxiety as it is now will make it impossible for me to ever get a job or sustain a relationship anyway…so it has to magically change somehow or my life will not be worth living.

I just don't want it to continue to be miserable for the next two years or have me waiting for the summer so I can actually work…which seems strange to look forward to.