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Originally Posted by PinkFlamingo99
Yes... It's messed up. Sometimes I am proud of how deep/severely I cut. Last time, both my pdoc and psychologist said it was the worst SI cut they had ever seen... And I felt both intendely proud and ashamed.
I read somewhere that it can be a (maladaptive) way of making outselves feel we are strong. I think in a lot of ways this is true for me.
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i've even made jokes about it, (not even funny jokes) and i've laughed