Some things in my life are better, slow improvements. I finally have access to mental health care. I think the Prozac they put me on is helping. I need to get more mentally organized so I can concentrate better and get things done.

I am studying accounting. I made 84 on my first test. I think I should have done better but that is a passing grade.

I have gone from hopeless unemployment to two job offers this week. One job offer was a walking tour guide job. That sounds like it would be fun. I am supposed to hear back from the manager on that one. A long time friend who is still working at the doctor's office I left 3 months ago called me. She wants me to come back to work there on an as needed basis. A normal person would jump at the doctor's office job. However, this is the job I was working that caused me to spiral down into a terrible depression to begin with. I actually liked the work I did. I loved the patients. I just got tired of the constant meanness and petty backstabbing. I still remember being called into the office manager's office because I forgot to stock some item in an exam room. The tyrannical junior manager got mad because she had to stock the item and she went to the office manager. I still remember having panic and anxiety attacks when I worked there. I talked to my therapist this morning and he told me it would not be in my best interest to go back over there. I pretty much agree. Making the money would be good but I don't want to deal with abuse. I would not mind working there if they treated me with kindness and respect. I am still thinking it over.

Any thoughts or input would be appreciated.