I understand what you're saying. Because I used to drink heavily, I started to develop paranoia that I didn't have before that. I always had ADD, some OCD, paranoid personality disorder, borderline personality I've got in control and generalized anxiety. Since I quit drinking the past 2 years I have had horrible bouts of paranoia and anxiety and pick at myself as a way to find relief.
I've tried different meds recently but now am going to try 100mg luvox cr for awhile because it's getting bad again. I'm sensitive to meds and can't handle certain things to it's trial and error. My issues are thinking superiors at work are out to get me fired or cause me trouble for no reason..that someone will try to hurt me etc etc..hate it
hang in there