Hello I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. Do you have a therapist at this time? If you do have a therapist then you should be able to get a case manager to help you sort out some of the problems you are going through at this time with the business and creditors since you live in the United States. A case manager and therapist can also help you with housing, and where to find resources for food and utility bills. The County Department of Jobs and Family Services and the Salvation Army are generally valuable informants in receiving the help you would need at this time. If you do not have a therapist, I would highly suggest going to the Local emergency room to get the help you need at this time, to get you set up with a mental health team in your local area. There is also Leagal Aide which can help you in time with some osf your financial issues and possibly for FREE or a reduced rate. I hope things get better for you soon. Take care and best wishes. Soidhonia