Just so you have some info: Bipolar is where you have episodes of symptoms like feeling on top of the world, invincible, racing thoughts, fast talking, bursts of energy, getting by on little sleep, feel like you can do anything. Can be accompanied by poor judgment, impulsiveness, spending sprees, hyper-sexuality. That swings with episodes of extreme irritability and/or depression. The depression can get very severe. There are also usually periods of time of 'normalcy.' The length of time each of these episodes lasts varies from one person with bipolar to the next.

Like Blue Bird said, a psychiatrist will be the best one to evaluate and guide you.