Yes, I was in a lot of pain. I got through it though with the only damage being some posts here on psych central that I am not proud of and very ashamed about... And also a facebook message with an old person who I had a crush on and who liked me at one point but we never got together. He lives out of state thank God, so I won't have to see him. It was pretty embarrassing stuff.. He was pretty understanding about it (possibly he has even been there to that point)... And he said he would not tell anyone about it either. So at least there is a sense of things being ok. Anyways. Thanks for your reply Sabrina, and for listening.