Hello, Noctuary. I know life sucks at some point in our life it may seem eternal. But trust me it will end. I am a 19 year old man I stopped going to school because of many or should I say infinite reasons(Like Bullying, Don't like someone is teaching me I'd rather self-study, Stupid pressure, etc.). But here I am still fighting for my life and YOU should too. It will be hard but trust me it will be worth it. I wish you all the best.