I feel like my family treats me differently and I feel like its because I am bipolar. My family knows I am lonely. I have no friends or boyfriend. My phone hardly rings. It seems like I always have to start conversations. Sometimes I have to call 2-3 times for my call to be answered. My texts are read but often ignored. I have stopped giving my opinions and suggestions. I stopped doing that because my family always rejects my opinions and suggestions. No one ever accepts my offer to help. No one ever wants to visit me or asks me to visit them. Everyone went on vacation this year. I have to always hear about the fun everyone has. They know I never get to do anything fun. I've tried hard to make my Dad understand me. Nothing I say makes him understand me. I don't know if he can't understand me or if he simply doesn't want to. He makes me feel inferior to my siblings. He acts like they are better than me. Is there anything wrong me or is it them?
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