I've had plenty of women hit on me or check me out because I'm physically attractive, but I've never had anybody actually love me. Even if the women who think I'm physically attractive did love me, I never give them the chance and almost always push them away.

Aside from one female friend that I love kind of like a sister, yet don't want a romantic relationship with and a male friend who's like a brother to me, I've never loved anybody. Most of my family are nothing more than abusive pricks who are unworthy of having me in their life so I go to great lengths to keep them out of it.