I did not feel comfortable at the hospital that I was in at the time. I didn't feel safe and I especially didn't feel comfortable with the staffs. If I had the decision to get up and leave I would of gotta my butt the heck out within secs.

I'm the paranoid type. I was raised by my surroundings and peers that if something happens, you keep your mouth shut. I know this sounds ridiculous, however when I'm inside of a hospital with another patient who wants to rape me, If I go and tell the staffs what hes doing to me, It will only anger him and he might think of something else. I just want to leave the hospital ALIVE and not inside of a body bag.

I often think about suicide but deep inside, I want to live because I know that life is worth living for. I need to be strong to survive and to see the beauty of what mother nature gave us.

I'm not diagnose of having PTSD by a psychiatrist, however I've done a lot of research about it and I have almost all of the symptoms of having PTSD. I get so damn angry for what this hospital did to me, It makes me sick.

Glad to see you again Sky