Ok, so I had been clean for about 7 months until just a few hours ago. Honestly, I was totally fine. Nothing dramatic or stressful happened that made me want to SI, I just did it because I was bored. My mirror fell and broke the other day and I saved one of the shards of glass just for fun. I just found it earlier and was going to throw it away, but then I saw the scars running down my leg and decided to try it again. I cut myself once..then again...then again...and again and again. I was just bored and kinda forgot what self harming even felt like. Now I'm back to day one and I totally regret it. I should have never done it in the first place.