Thanks.

She was just pure drama and I had a masochistic moment. Some of us can relate... where you feel guilty as a person and split yourself black and try to apologize to people who you think you treated terribly, and in the process because of your splitting you forget how terribly they treated you. Some cases, amends are silly. This girl hasn't grown up yet and still plays the same guilt-tripping, manipulative ******** she did many years ago. I decided to just stop with the amends process, I realized I was having a moment and inviting chaos into my life to sabotage my school performance. Anyone relate? Going back for an emotional beating to sabotage yourself as you embark upon success?