Not sure what to tell you here except pot can cause anxiety and paranoia in some people and unfortunately if you live in a state that does not have medical pot most gp's will list you as a drug seeker, which can cause all kinds of problems, and will stay in your medical record for a long time. I hate to say it but most doctors will just label you a drug seeker even if you say you have it 'under control'.

I would keep my past experimenting to myself, and you should stop using it if they try you on meds cause you don't know if the effects are from the pot or the meds. Get your dx and your meds straight and then decide if you want to give small amounts of pot a try, but be careful of side effects that you might mistake are coming from the meds you are trying, or your dx itself.