My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T: I need to tell you something but I don't know how part XV

nutters · Sep 04, 2015, 04:16 PM

I wish I could see you more than every two weeks but I can't at this time.

Possible trigger:

I'm having those terrifying thoughts again and I'm afraid to tell you or explain in fear of it getting me in trouble. I don't need to end up in the hospital again, it already caused me to lose my job. I think of this every day.

You don't seem like you would freak out on me like my last T did and abandon me. I just need someone to be with me and I don't have anyone. We meet this coming week, I look forward to it but I'm afraid.