I don't like you right now. Just because I do have a flexible schedule, doesn’t give you the right to change my appointment time so you can fit in more clients. You say it's so you can help more people. Or could it be that you want to be paid more? If you gave a damn about me, you would know how much I value consistency and how much you have screwed up my schedule. Yes, I have a schedule!

I also don't like that I still don't have a connection. Talking to you is like talking to the grocery clerk. You still seem cold to me. And all it does it make me miss ex-T more.

I don't know what to do with you. Do I stay? Is this what a gealthy relationship feels like? My gut says no. You (and others) stress that I use wise mind aka my intuition. So do I listen to my intuition which is screaming to me that this relationship is wrong? Or do I listen to my doubt which is confused and doesn't want to make a bad decision? Or do I listen to my emotions which also say this is wrong? Or logic...which doesn't know what to do, but it says that at least you seem safe. Or is the relationship that I want unhealthy and dangerous?

I can't trust anyone's advice nor do I know what to do. I'm stuck. What's the point of therapy?