Ok what exactly do you think would happen if I told them the following...

. I have to do certain things to keep the demons away
. Nothing feels real
. I have a lot of trouble remembering things and have massive chunks of my memory that are just gone
. I keep having panic attacks all the time
. Sometimes I get really revved up like everything is too fast and I say weird things and can't sit still and feel like I am going to explode
. Other times though I can't even move and everything goes really slowly and sometimes I feel both fast and slow
. I feel like there are other people in my head and I feel like they put things in my head
. I am pretty sure there are other dimensions and that is partly where the demons are from but some of them are also attached to me
. I am also quite sure that certain people want to hurt me and that certain people aren't real
. Sometimes I feel bad if I sit on furniture because I feel like it doesn't want to be sat on and I feel bad because I think I have hurt it.
. I feel like most inanimate objects have feelings and personalities but it is hard to explain.
. I can't take medications because they will hurt me
. Sometimes I feel like I have magical powers well I feel like the other thing in my head does it is complicated
. I don't feel in control of myself at all really anymore.

What would happen if I told them this and I don't just mean would they be angry and please don't just say they will "help" me because that is not what I mean I want honest answers.