What the **** is going on with me? I'm shaking so much I can hardly hold my phone much less type this out. I need to talk to you so badly. God! ****! What am I doing wrong? I'm crying hysterically. How is this not feeling it mother****er?! I feel the pain. If you tell me I am resisting I'm going to ****ing scream! I know that's what you'd say.
I am lonely. I feel left behind. I feel discarded. I feel unwanted.
Will I hide and stay silent over the next 3 days hoping someone gives a **** and wonders if I am OK? Yeah. Will anyone care? No!