(((((gostryter)))))

congratulations!!!! Im so proud of you for going to the doc and glad there is no serious damage....except the yucky UTI.
I just read yr last post and I have a question, you said this thursday is yr 1st T appt. Are you going to fel comfortable enough to disclose what you've been doing to this man??
The only reason I ask this is because I really do believe that you need serious help with this and that you need it now!!!! It really needs to stop.