I dont see my psychiatrist for another 2 weeks and i dont know about my psychologist because i was meant to see him a few days ago but he cancled and i havent made another appointment so i dont know. As for talking about the last time i was in the hospital i dont think i can. I still get nightmares from the first time i was there and even small things that remind me of the place start making me panic evertime i have been there has been worse than the last and i dont think i could ever talk face to face about it.