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Again?! Seriously! I thought we talked about the difference between suicidal thoughts and "omg I don't want to but HAVE to" thoughts but I walked into pdoc to being asked about being suicidal! Really?! How do I explain in under 5 min THAT? So I just didn't. I looked at him with a mixture of stun, confusion, stress and betrayal picked myself up off the ground and continued with my appointment. I feel misunderstood, AGAIN! FML. I guess we do have something to talk ago next week. Grrr.