im trying so hard not to..it is physically difficult to keep out of my top drawer..where i keep everything.
i scribbled on my arms with red pen, brushed my hair, washed my face and cleaned off my month old eyeliner, ended up having a shower, read for a while, did some work, listened to the radio, watched tv, now im on PC chat. i dont even know what they're talking about but its a distraction at least. ive just been up and down and im already so easily distrcted. in fact cutting etc is the only stuff i can concentrate on for more than a few minutes.
cant take it much longer....
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