Thank you for the posts and PMs I wish I had the energy to reply to all of you great people but my condition is worsening, it has taken on physical attributes as well as the original mental issues. I just took some stomach pills and Ativan so maybe I can sleep some more.

For those of you that don't know me I will tell you that I don't have a pdoc or therapist and I refuse to go to the hospital. I have many reasons for this. My regular doctor handles my psych meds as well as my physical ailments but I have been too ill to leave the house to go see her. Maybe Monday I will make an appointment with her.

I am so tired of being sick all the time and I'm sure many of you can identify with this. How do any of you cope with this?