Thank you for your advice and kind words. I still remain hopeful.
It has been a lot to take in and deal with the fact he did not defend me or protect me. I guess that has been the most difficult issue for me.
I pray for him daily and my wealth is in my family. Too many years I looked to earthly people/things for happiness. I know that I worked harder than ever for who God is creating me to be and He will do as He sees fit for my future.
My heart aches to be loved and recognized for all I am today. The past few days have been quite tearful, but I will be okay.

Peace & Blessings!