Im definitely more of the extreme irritability type, everything is irritating like heightened senses overstimualtion and I act like a child and throw temper tantrums when its overwhelming. I get restless, overwhelmingly bored, wanna jump out of my skin. Like having restless leg syndrome in your whole body not just a leg, and always racing/intrusive thoughts. But also I have times where I have a flight of ideas, and I want to either work on all kinds of art projects or download a bunch of different music and want to hear it loudly and hear all the sounds fully...as in fully experience the sounds and let the music move through me, and I get goosebumps and have like a music orgasm lol. Or just generally super motivated to do all the thngs around the house I need to do, all in one day.
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all I've undergone
I will keep on
underneath it all
we feel so small
the heavens fall
but still we crawl
all I've undergone
I will keep on
-NIN
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