Yeah that's straight up dismissive and that hurts a lot. I get that most of the time from my mom, always have, but not with just suggestions, basically anything I have to say that doesnt pertain to her directly. Its always a vague nod like ok, then nothing else. I was telling her the other day that Im keeping an eye on my son to see if I need to have him evaluated for ADD, and she gave the empty nod, nothing to say at all and went back to her tv show. And it does seem Im getting less and less out of her since my diagnosis. Like you're crazy so anything u have to say is probably useless. At least thats how she makes me feel if its not true. I cant say that she has only been that way with me though.
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all I've undergone
I will keep on
underneath it all
we feel so small
the heavens fall
but still we crawl
all I've undergone
I will keep on
-NIN
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