I just really wanted to add this.. I'm at a point now that I know I can't take anything negative said about this. Something like.. 'You really should get that checked out.', or 'That does sound serious.'. Something like that would really throw me off the deep end.
I also wanted to mention that iv'e had tests done many times this yr, have been to er.. All for other symptoms. It just really seems like there some underlying issue that keeps coming up in diff ways. I'll feel something diff or abnormal and immediately panic. But just because I panic, or take it to the worst case scenario doesn't mean the symptoms aren't real. And then I freak out about that because I never know when to take a symptom seriously or simply chalk it up to anxiety.. Then there's 'what if my doc just blows me off?'.
I'm actually making an appointment on Monday with my reg doc. These headaches have got to let up.
I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has gone thru this and possibly what anyone might think about it. Sorry for writing so much.
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