I keep reading about self injury and its ridiculous how obvious the term is but I have not until just a minute ago realized that what I have done during/after fights with my boyfriend is exactly just that.
I have taken both hands and scratched my face from forehead to neck
I have taken the palm of my hand/fist and hit myself in the face
I have hit my head against the wall repeatedly
I guess I have only thought of self injury as cutting or the like, I have never related myself to anyone that has done that, its really profound...
Im so sorry if I have offended anyone for bringing this up I just have just had a moment of realization and thought it important to share?
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all I've undergone
I will keep on
underneath it all
we feel so small
the heavens fall
but still we crawl
all I've undergone
I will keep on
-NIN
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