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i would thinkg the rape definitely has something to do with this...your confusion about your sexuality, your not feeling sexual, not enjoying being with someone....

NO, there is NOTHING wrong with you!! don't try to focus on labeling yourself right now!!

if you feel an attraction to someone - male or female - and you want to be intimate - then that's ok.

just be cause you have been with a woman doesn't mean your are a "lesbian" or because you've been with men too that you are "bi-sexual" those are all just labels!

you are a kind beautiful person who deserves to be happy and if you want sex with a man or woman to be part of your life - then the focus should be on discovering how you can enjoy that...not whether it makes you gay or straight!

What am I? you asked...you are a wonderful person who i has been a great friend to me!!!