I think I pretty much just started to abuse drugs. I took some aspirin yesterday and today because a relative basically said that people like me (people with psychosis) turn out to be mass murderers because the last people that shot up schools were mentally ill, and that mentally ill people who were abused become abusers themselves.

I tried telling her that mentally ill people are more likely to be abused and that's when she said that they turn to be abusers themselves and that it's a lot of them that do and that prison is made up of 75% of them.



I already know I'm a terrible person and I'm even more terrible and weak for turning to pills to fix my problems.