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Hi, Cocoa.

Do you really have to have a baby? Are you preganant already? You plus husband have four, right? Do you like, really need more?

I'm sorry as I know just how blunt it sounds. I can't lie, though, so since you've asked for advice, here is mine: enjoy the ones that you already have because they are still young and need a lot of attention.

Be well.

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well to answer your question, no i don't have to have a baby i would like to. Im not about to start listing my many reasons why because the dissision has been made. I asked for avice months ago and my last post was to let everyone know my dissision . My happy dissision.

Ive been healthy mentally for a long time now and im an expert on my on condision. As far as having 4 children already goes and why not injoy them, well i enjoy my daughter and son emencly. Their the thing i think of when i wake up each day and my last thought when i fall asleep.

As far as my husbands 2 children go, they unfortunatey haven't been in our lives for over 4 years now. We refuse to mentally harm thoughs beautiful little girls anyferther for the sake of a nasty bitter ex-wife but she's another story. Thoughs girls will find us when they are grown but in the mean time we send many letters gifts ext. My husband cries for his daughters a lot and if i can bring some joy into his life i will.

Jacqui