I'm sorry that you are nervous and scared and I can sort of relate to how you might feel. I was in the hospital last year and know I felt really scared when I went back to work. Paranoid that someone would find out why I was in the hospital and scared for my job too. But things went better than I expected and I finally got over it (mostly). It was very embarassing to have been put in the hospital and it took me while to work it out in therapy. I still have " flashbacks" to that time even now but things are better. Hang in there and make sure you share with your new thearpist you feelings of being scared and all. Hopefully they can help you express those feelings and work throught them. We are here for you...get some rest and let the past be the past.

LittleMouse