Thanks for your replies, I got out of bed, but that is all. I feel like such a failure. I'm 20 and a student, I should be going off on holidays like everyone else is doing in the summer or going out partying, having fun with mates and living life. But no, i spend my days laying in bed hating everything around me. If I go out it'll only be because someone else is taking me. I hate the thought of getting dressed. It is the worst thing of all to me. I just can't bear wearing normal clothes, I live in pj's and hoodies. I don't feel right otherwise. It's like I'm so scared of seeing myself for what I am.