Oh no. How mortifying. Please don't give up on your dream. I'm sure there are alternatives and ways. There must be something like community college that you could work on. Also perhaps get involved in/with some science or technology company as a volunteer.

There are many great scientists that either did not go to college or had similar issues. Even Einstein was somewhat lacking in social and mathematical abilities but he definitely had vision and insight!

Keep at it. Keep your head up. You will succeed!