Have you had memory loss probelms during ECT? How bad it is? Does it recover? Can you go to job normally? Social life?

My Pdoc keeps dropping me hints to go to ECT, how good and safe treatment it is nowadays etc... I'm just scared how it would affect to my work escpecially. I'm an engineer and need my brain (or what is left of those).

I'm very curious to give a try. I'm BPII, quite depression dominant. So far it seems not to be responding to meds...