{{{{{{{{{Purplestar}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Welcome to our group.

I am sorry that you are in such pain. You, no matter what the situation, do not deserve to be abused in anyway. You deserve more than that.

If he won't go to counseling with you, please go by yourself. Find a good therapist who can help you cope and/or give you the strength to make a decision about your life. I wish you the best and all my prayers are with you.

Mary Alice